I'm Back...Again!

So yeah, sitting here...in my kitchen where there is good internet signal, singing to get my mind off things, and I figured 'why not go check out that blog of mine that nobody reads!'. After arriving here I had an idea, well I need to get things off my chest and those things are probably not for everyone to read (might get in trouble), so why not write them here, where nobody ever looks? So here we are now, sitting writing and reading...atleast you would be if you were there, but you're not...well I suppose obviously you are if you're reading this, but while I'm writing it I don't know that you're gonna read it so yeah, you are a sneaky one. Anywho, lets get into the dirty incriminating stuff shall we? Ok, so theres Cori, my best friend, we used to have feelings for eachother but now we don't...well atleast not how we did before. Don't worry though, the feelings I harbour...I would never act on them, she has a girlfriend and all and even if they were to break up I'd still ask the girlfriend's permission first because we are too good of friends now. The only thing is that I just recently found out that Cori cares not for my dog side, its like all this time she's been faking the whole thing. I understand she's doing it because she's my friend but still, I believed she supported it because she believed in it but now I know she supported it only because she was my friend...it hurts. She is definatly in a different light to me now, I can definatly forgive her, and she is still my best friend...but its like now, things are just different. Its like if she were to become single and I were to get permission from her girlfriend to date her I still would but I don't know if it would be a very long term thing. I dunno, I just don't really know what to think, its like now I don't really feel like acting like a dog anymore, I don't even totally feel like I'm a dog inside, like the dog inside has died a little...I just feel different and I don't like it...thats all I really want to talk about right now I guess. I'd say comment on it but I doubt you would...even if you did exist...

I'm Back!...probably atleast

So I may or may not be back, the length of my return shall be seen later. Basically what has happened since the last time I posted is that I've cheered up (the main reason I stopped was cause I was a little depressed), I've gotten a job, I have a car, and I'v moved back to Headingley. So yeah, stuff has happened and now I'm here awake when I shouldn't be writing this to let everyone know whats new. I'll write later when I don't have to work later and update further. Woof!

Fuck off W00t!

I now have come to the realization that absolutely nobody reads these things so yeah I think I may just give up on them. So goodbye nobody! Woof!

W00t Rock Band!

So yeah, just recently recieved my funding so I went out and bought Rock Band, only $190.21. I is gonna buy Guitar Hero II tomorrow maybe so I can have a bass guitar as well. I am great at the singing and the guitar but suck at the drums...I am quite confused but not really complaining. Having Ryan over on the weekend and hopefully going to a little St. Patties Day weekend get-together. Anywho, thats about all I can say for now so I'll sign off, Woof!

W00t Collarage!

So, second day of my wonder collar. Ok, yesterday I realized a new level of stupidity, as you know I was wearin my collar for the first time in a public place (school) and I was quite enjoying myself, but then two people on different occasions asked me if I was wearing a collar...No I'm wearing a parrot around my neck! Fuck people are dumb, don't get me wrong though, it didn't like ruin my day or anything, it made it more amusing. Anywho, I've got nothing much else to say so I'll sign off for now, Woof!

Double W00t Collar!

I am so happy right now cause I am fully dressed, I am right now finally wearing my collar in public and feeling like myself! I finally got up the guts to wear it to school and now I am enjoying it around my neck. So yeah, now I can wear it 24/7, day and night. Man I feel good. Anyway, got a ride to school today from the ever wonderful Cori so I actually had time for a real breakfast today. I'm going to the Brier or atleast part of it on friday so that shall be a ton of fun seeing that it is hosted by Tim Hortons and I absolutly love their coffee. Not sure whats happening this weekend but next weekend there is a very good chance that there will be a very good St. Patricks Day weekend partae and the weekend after that, aside from being a long weekend, is the begining of spring break which I shall spend chillaxing with Ryan, if I don't manage to recieve any money by then I'll try to convince Ryan to buy my massive amout of alcohol that I shall be drinking with the promise that I'll pay him back. So yeah, with the impending time of being drunk and me wearing my collar recent events have made this dog have to struggle from keeping his "tail" from wagging, but seeing that I don't have much else to say I'll sign off here, Woof!

W00t Collar!

What a weekend, for most of the weekend I had the house to myself, thought the reason is not a pleasent one the end result was great. I managed to avoid all visual contact with people which allowed me to be myself for a brief period of time and I wore my collar non-stop the whole weekend, it was great. It felt really natural to wear it for such a long period of time, I even slept with it on, normally I wouldn't because it usually gets uncomfortable when I'm trying to sleep but after wearing it for the whole first day I guess I got used to it. Right now I'm not wearing it but thats because I'm at school and perople would look at me funny, thankfully I'm popular enough that not too many would make fun of me and even if they were to I'd end up beating the shit out of them due to a back up of anger that I have no release for, either way, I brought it with me incase Cori managed to convince me that wearing it is a good idea, I hope she can. I know this seems weird that I really want to wear it but I need someone to convince me to wear it, oh well. If I end up wearing it by the end of the day you'll be sure to hear about it...besides that I have no news so I'll sign off...woof!