I'm Back...Again!

So yeah, sitting here...in my kitchen where there is good internet signal, singing to get my mind off things, and I figured 'why not go check out that blog of mine that nobody reads!'. After arriving here I had an idea, well I need to get things off my chest and those things are probably not for everyone to read (might get in trouble), so why not write them here, where nobody ever looks? So here we are now, sitting writing and reading...atleast you would be if you were there, but you're not...well I suppose obviously you are if you're reading this, but while I'm writing it I don't know that you're gonna read it so yeah, you are a sneaky one. Anywho, lets get into the dirty incriminating stuff shall we? Ok, so theres Cori, my best friend, we used to have feelings for eachother but now we don't...well atleast not how we did before. Don't worry though, the feelings I harbour...I would never act on them, she has a girlfriend and all and even if they were to break up I'd still ask the girlfriend's permission first because we are too good of friends now. The only thing is that I just recently found out that Cori cares not for my dog side, its like all this time she's been faking the whole thing. I understand she's doing it because she's my friend but still, I believed she supported it because she believed in it but now I know she supported it only because she was my friend...it hurts. She is definatly in a different light to me now, I can definatly forgive her, and she is still my best friend...but its like now, things are just different. Its like if she were to become single and I were to get permission from her girlfriend to date her I still would but I don't know if it would be a very long term thing. I dunno, I just don't really know what to think, its like now I don't really feel like acting like a dog anymore, I don't even totally feel like I'm a dog inside, like the dog inside has died a little...I just feel different and I don't like it...thats all I really want to talk about right now I guess. I'd say comment on it but I doubt you would...even if you did exist...